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Name: Twiggy
Country: United States
State: New York
Gender: Female
Interests: Being on a stage, being the center of attention, reading, writting, dancing, pictures
Expertise: Acting, Music, Modeling, Photography, Dancing, Sports
Occupation: Actress/Model
Industry: Entertainment
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AIM:  Gctwiggy
MSN: martibeli6@hotmail.com
Yahoo:  GCTwiggy
Member Since:
5/1/2003
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| A whole yr has gone byA whole year has gone by
Sometimes, it still doesnt feel like it happened
Maybe it's cause we spent so much time apart that it became like...just not seeing her for another year.
Its hard to loose a friend, but when you loose a person you were close to forever, its hard
She was beutiful
Inside...Outside...everywhere
i have the craziest memories with her
i thank her everytime i perform b/c shes the first person i ever did a play with. her presence just screamed...i dont know how to xplain it
When she walked into a room
It was like, the room light up
What she didnt say, her shinnin eyes or her shy smile would say it all
It was that smile that captured so many
WHen i saw her laying there, it was like a dream
i kept waiting for her to just wake up
i feel so like guilty for not talking to her when i could have
I never even got to say good bye
And tats probably what hurts me the most
I didnt get to tell her how much i love her
And how much i look up to her
We miss you
Always will
We will never forget you
RIP Caribay
August 18, 1988- April 7, 2005
Your body may have left the earth but, your legacy will continue on....We shall never forget you
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| OK SOMEONE wants me to update this so i guess i am
hmm what to say...
UM...its snowing outside
Im happy cause my mom is coming the 2nd!
yay
im dk what im going to say or do when i see her...its going to be insane...Im going to cry, laugh, i dk
Its goin to be hard
My dads brother is in pretty bad shape...he kept saying he spent the day with me and anyone he talked to, he called them by my name...He doesnt even know what hes dying of...Its hard...
Welllll
I have a boy friend yea i know...who woulda thought it?? Yea fuck those ppl that laughed lol
Well yea...hes:
He makes me laugh
He makes me smile
He scares me when he plays mean songs lol
He calls me at 2 in the morning to say hi cause he thought of me
My friends like him
Hes hot lol
He doesnt dance which sucks...but ill make him do it!
He has a pretty smile
His laugh is liek this... HEHEHEHE its cute
He likes PAnic! at the Disco a lot
He is tall
He gives good hugs
Hes quiet when he's around a lot of people
He kisses me forehead and my nose...*a lil obsessed with noses...its weird lol*
Hes pretty easy to talk to i guess :-p
LMAO i knOW hes reading this...lmao :D hi hunie :D
lol
ok i got to go | | |
| Every Rose has its thorn
Theres always some undeniable flaw to even the most beautiful of girls
Even to those of us who feel plain, average or just pretty enough...the flaws we have may outwiegh our virtues
The bad is.... That I'm
Complicated--- I can't ever make up my mind....I never know what i want
Self-Concious--- I dont always feel confortable in my own skin
Revengeful--- I dont like to be wronged
Avengeful--I seek vengance to a point
Needy----I always need something
But then...IM ALSO
Giving--- I love to give to ppl even when i dont have enough for me
Protective--- i care for all that i love
Motherly--- i make u dinner, i take care of u when ur sick
Trustworthy--- I will take ur secrets and store them in a box
WISe---I know how to make u feel better
Theres so much more to me
Maybe ill get around to it one day | | |
| Last night before i went to sleep, i kept on reading the book "The Altar of mY Soul" by Marta Moreno Vega
Its a book basically about her discovery of Santeria
Every day as i read more and more of this book, i feel a closer connection to the religion
I would really like to go to Cuba, Puerto Rico, Haiti or even the DOm. Rep and be able to see more in dept the religion and its practices
I read yesterday of how Marta saw her deceased grandmother in a dream she had and her grandmother spoke to her
As i drifted off to sleep, i started to think of Caribay
all i remember is one point where i saw her face and i saw her smilling back at me
For a moment, it really felt as if i was awake and she was really in front of me
i guess i still think of her a lot because I feel guilty
After Junior high, I didnt make the effort and neither did she to keep in contact. I mean, it was a friendship of about 5 years thrown in the garbage once we hit high school, it was pretty sad
I heard rumors about her and i dk, i guess i let them guide me and further i dk..maybe they made the distance grow even more.
I saw her on the street one day, I slowed my pace so as not to run into her, she was with a friend and I didnt want to interupt. I guess it also felt weird after not having seen her for 2 yrs. That was the last time i saw her alive
It hurts a lot the fact that i never got to say good bye to her and since the day we graduated, i never got to hug her or tell her how much she meant to me
Acting i dedicate it to her b/c she was the first person i ever acted with.
It hurts a lot
and santeria offers some sort of guidance and help with dealing with the dead
I dont know...life is hard...life is trying but i guess we need to learn to just live with it adnd go where the wind pushes us to...
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| so you come to me and try to fix things
But damn...you've decided on this too late...
Nigga im movin on...sry
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